I'm such a fool

Today, when I got home I got a big news. Its about one of my cat. Today is two of my cats' birthday and I want to celebrate it by spending my time with them. But I got news saying that one of them is dead. I felt really terrible coz I don't spend much time with him and now that he's dead I'm gonna miss him so much. Spy, I'm sorry coz I don't spend your last day with you and I love you so much boy. Seriously I am.

Dream much

So I had a dream like almost a week ago. Its a weird plus horribly scary. In my dream, I had a text from my dearest friend, Shu. I can't remember what she texted me but of course I reply. Then we keep on texting and texting and here come the scary part. My Mama said to me that she don't want me to be friend with Shu anymore. I'm shocked and I ask her why. After all, Shu is a girl so there is nothing to worry about. Then Mama said, just because she's a girl, that doesn't mean you can text her all day long. And then she grabbed my phone and delete Shu's phone number. Then I wake up.

Shu, thank God its just a dream, coz' I can't imagine how my life would be if we're not friends.

So not into you

So I've met one guy in FB. Well, he's ex student of my school, it means he transferred to another school. After a few talk, I found that he is quite interesting. I mean I like him, he's cute and he's nice. So we exchange our phone number, to get to know each other better. And we text each other. At first it was good, but after one too many he's getting a little weird and it makes me feel uncomfortable. So I excuse myself. And later that night, he kept texting me saying that he want to text me. And I am so not in the mood and on the nexxt day he kept on asking me to text him and it really annoyed me. So I made up many reasons to not text him and finally I had enough and I don't even reply him. I used to like him, and now not anymore. Sorry dude, you annoy me much and please give me some space okay. I don't want to spend my entire time texting you.

Who That?

My Baby :D

Oke I am so thrilled rite now, coz I got iPhone 4! I know rite? I'm shocked too u know. I still can't believe it. Maybe someone need to pinch me to wake me up for this beautiful dream. The phone is so awesome that makes me so happy that I wanna kill myself. Haha just kidding, I will no commit suicide coz I don't want to be far away from my little baby. My friends, they are happy for me eventhough I know someone is jelous. I know okay, so don't try to be nice to me coz I knew it all along that you hate me and now you hate me even more coz I got iPhone. Hah who cares if people hate me. All I know is that I have the most amazing phone on earth.

F.U.N spells AWESOME!

I had a lot of fun today coz' while all of my friends are busy at school listn to answering technique, my siters and I went to Alamanda to watch BEASTLY. The movie is so awesome that I want to watch it over and over again. The guy in the movie is so hot, I mean like REAL HOT. Anyway, after that we went to my favorite restaurant, what is it? Burger King baby! HAHA that time is so fun coz' we saw a bunch of 'gedik' girls taking photos and acting so gedik that makes me wanna punch them in their face one by one and then kick their butt so hard that it'll leave a mark. Then we bought another two burger to take home, its for my parents okay! After we went home and while we're on our way, we listened to Glee CD and sing it out loud. My sisters and I had a lot of fun and for those who are not joining us, you can kiss my arse coz' its yor loss sweetie.

Shhh, listen to this

You know what, today I realizes that I'm an audiotary person. It means I'm a good listener. When I think of that, I think its true coz' I always listen to my friend's problem and I kept it as secret if they told me that. Ever since I'm in form one, muaz always tell me about her love life and ask for my opinion and up until now I always try to help everyone by listening to them even some of them didn't realize it I guess. Ah who cares, all I know is I'm a good girl and obviously a good listener, if you don't trust me to keep your secret than its fine by me

Crappy Talk Two

I always wonder what people think about me. Do they look at me as an ugly girl or cute girl? Do they look at me as a good girl or as an annoying person. Annoying? I get that a lot you know, from everyone around me. Do they mean it or its just a joke. Anyway I always thought its just a joke until a few years ago, someone tell me that I annoyed him much and I don't know why, but it hurts to hear that. Hearing him said the word is just different, I feel embarrasse and a little hurt. I moved on but sometimes when I think of it, it makes me hate him so much. But still, he's a friend of mine until now. I wonder if he ever think of me as a good friend. Well I helped him a lot and listen to his problem and try to help him get through some of his tough time but is it good enough to satisfy him? Even when he treated me coldly, I still try to cheer him up and whenever he say something that hurt my feeling, I try to not stay mad at him coz he is after all the only friend that understands me (sometimes). HEH enough of this crappy talk. BTW we're just friends, nothing more or less. He's taken.

"Yours is too Small"

Ever since I'm in the first year of high school, I always got negative comment from my friends. They always said that what I have is too small that they can't even see it sometimes. When they said that, I tell them that this is the biggest that I can do. And they'll always shook their head when I said that, like they were saying 'Poor thing'. I'm agree with them sometimes that mine is too small, but I think its kinda cute. Hold up everybody! Do you even know what I'm talking about? Its my handwriting okay, don't think of anything else ;D

Cute little Devil

I have a friend who kept telling me that that I have evil laugh. I wan't quite believe her at first but when I ask another friend of mine, she said the same thing. I admit, maybe it sounded like an evil laugh but I think its a cute evil laugh. When they heard me laughing, they'll laugh back at me. But there are some people who take my laugh too serious and they said I'm evil. Lemme tell you guys, sometimes I'm quite a bully. But not that kind of bully, its just to make them laugh you know after all the stress. But I'm not evil. And if I am, I maybe the cutest devil yet.

Where are you Sweetie?

I am so pissed right now coz ever since October last year, I haven't found the next sequel of Hush Hush. The second book is called Crescendo. Sounds awesome and I want it so badly. I've been searching MPH Alamanda and its not there. Then I search at Popular JJ which is where I bought Hush Hush and its not there either. Uwaaa I want Crescendo!